Cold words

The truth is, you're really alone
If indeed the world is a cold lonely place,
then humans are doomed to endure it.
Family and friedns will pull you only so far.
Yet they have their own lives to live.
They care for you, yes they do.
To the extent that it hurts them to do so,
then they care no more.
You can't blame them for it.
They make descions, which mess yours up,
but evidently are important ones in accordance,
to their own lives.
Your parents love you, always too much,
and in their love and stubboness,
they impeded whatever you try to do.
Their pride overshadows your own,
they will never concede defeat,
they will never listen.
They're abillity to deviate from what they believe to be right,
is frightfully lacking,
and they defend and push their intentions,
as radcally as extremists.
Perhaps there are the heavens above,
whom you look to refuge and solace.
And in your time of need, there is no greater place.
But God only helps those who help themselves,
and sitting and waiting for a miracle gets you no where.
Alas there is only one person left,
that is yourself.
When intentions of love, turn into obstacles in your path.
There is but only one thing to hold onto,
Yourself and your sanity.
Lose either of them and you're dead.
Friedns and love ones try to help,
But what can they really do.
In the end everyone has a life of thier own.
Precious few will give it up for you,
the vast majority won't.
They say love is blind,
no.
love is blinding.
Your family treis to run your life,
driven by the fear derived from loving you.
They run your life the way they would run their own.
not realising it is you and not them who is living it.
They care nothing except your well being,
the irony sadly being,
that in the process,
they care so little for it.
Oh they may try,
but hey who would never take no fo an answer,
would never concede judgement agaisnt their will.
Fret not for in your darkest hour you will have no one.
Fret not, that most of your friends would have better things to do.
Fret not, for the people who love you the most will mess up your life.
Worry instead for how you will deal with it.
The world won't give in.
Your parents will never stop believing in themselves,
if only they knew the tragedy that unfolds because of the will of steel.
Your friends will always be there,
most of the time,
some will even have the audacity to stab you in the back.
That leaves you.
Cold lonely, close to insanity, and very much alone.
In your darkest hour,
all human forms of help would have left you.
they care not for how you feel,
how it would affect you.
You are left with you.
no one else.
its you agaisnt the world.
And i assure you, everything that can go wrong, will go wrong