Rain Dance

a week on
from the disaster
ironically
the old tradition of how rainy days signify days that we win at JGs
failed to happen last friday.
ironically once again
its been raining every single day since that day itself.

interestingly the rain
the gloomy skies
the tempremental nature of nature
the cold
and the inumerable rain drops

has a amazingly representitive of how i feel

gloom has set on me
yet i seem to resurrect some sense of happiness, while experiencing extreme sadness
i feel cold inside,like i'm missing something
and in the numerous rain like tear drops i'd never shed for this that i wish i could.

in that way
my life's been a living hell.
i've never been more stressed
i've never came this close to insanity as i did during the course of this week.

interesting
the fate gods played they're trump
and i was caught with a bad hand.